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When you were born I went to hospital to look at you and saw how cute and tiny you are…you were born premature and first I saw you I got scared of your tiny size…every moment I saw you were still warm in my heart…

you were born premature with lung infection and that made your breathing so hard…not long after you were born,your lung swollen being admitted to ICU and after work I straight away rushed to hospital to visit you… L your dad told me the needles popping in your hand till swollen then change to another hand and those needles really big…he was so scared and when I heard it I also got scared…I always wondering why god gv you such a hard life…

you were frequently being admitted to hospital since then till your dad didn’t inform me as he know I like kids and heard of you being admitted sure I will rushed to hospital…I still remember your first smile…you were very pretty…


last year when ur lil bro full month party,I carry u in my arm and I stil remember tat day feeling and situation…its stil warm in my heart…ur dad(my fren) was busy entertaining frens around and ur mom was busy with ur lil new born bro…I remember u were looking at my eyes but coughing non stop and all ur sliver on my whole face and body…I knew u really had a hard time and there nothing I can help…all I can did was praying and hope you will recover soon… :(


Yesterday while I was busy online at ah yong shop,I saw he received a few phone calls and suddenly told me that you had left this world peacefully…I was shocked when I heard it and duno what to say…ah yong ask me duno whether its good or not that you had left this world and I told him got good and bad…the good side was god had took over the responsibilities to look after you…then ah yong told me that you had lived with your parents for certain times and I agreed that was the bad side…forgive us both as I just called ah yong just now to ask your age but he duno also…I had a bad memory and forgetful person till your age and your name I also forgotten…wtf I’m…

Sometimes I really thought that am I the person brought those unlucky thing happen to ppl beside me???wherever I’m around things seem like wont work out smoothly…I’m the Chinese called ‘suey’ person maybe…I like kids but why in my life till now I experience 3 kids left this world…First was my uncle second daughter and I even put her to bed last time and look after her while my aunty was busy cooking,second was my best fren baby that passed away in her mom womb,third was I saw our company security so sad while on duty then he told me about his baby passed away…lastly I heard that left this world yesterday made me really sad was you coz I hold u in my arm before,felt the warmness and saw your lovely smile…

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p/s :the answer for yesterday riddle i might post it later o tomorrow...stil pending for your answer...